I have faced death before, but now that I have Jaxon, any possible threats to my life are a thousand times more horrifying. I may be over-reacting, but then again, maybe not! Wednesday afternoon, I collapsed while getting ready to go out for Valentines day. Brady gave me a hug (and not a bear hug) and the next thing I knew, he was calling my name, and I felt like I was waking from a deep sleep. I had fallen to the ground and was totally out for about 10 seconds. We went to the clinic, and the only thing that showed up was low blood pressure. I continue to have symptoms of low blood pressure, and am getting worried! It may be exhaustion, but could also be something more serious, like a brain tumor. I am not allowed to work or drive until I see the Doctor again. I hope it is nothing!!!
I am scared that I will miss out on seeing my precious little boy grow into a man. I have waited so long to have this little guy, and now there is a chance that I may miss out on all of his important life moments. I want to see him walk, start school, graduate, and all the little things in between. I have so many things I want to teach him. I want him to know that he is enough, and that there is somebody in this world who loves him for him, and not for his accomplishments. I want him to know the importance of spreading joy to everybody you meet. I also want to spend lots of time laughing and loving him. I hope that I get that chance. These last couple of days with him have been even more special to me, and I didn't ever think that was possible. I cherish all the time I get with my incredible little boy, and all I want is to share in his life . . for a very long time!
Friday, February 16, 2007
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Friday Five
The Colors in the Wheel [1]
1. If you were a crayon, which color would you want to be? Sunshine Yellow
2. Which color do you think you would be regardless of what you wanted? Red
3. Would you rather be used and get blunt, broken and lose your wrapper, or not be used and stay pristine? Used, blunt, broken and naked (lost wrapper). I would rather be used, because things that are truly loved always show wear & tear!
4. Would you rather be in a small set of crayons or a large set? I would want to be the big box, because the possibilities are endless with all those colors!
5. Would you rather be Crayola, or a different brand? Definately Crayola
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Harry Potter Fans
What are your plans for July 21, 2007?? Mine are to buy & read the book! It will be so exciting, but sad all at the same time! There will be no more books to look forward to reading! I have been so hyped up about the "next" book for so long, that the idea of no more "Christmas Morning" anticipation for Harry Potter books will definitely bum me out! I have a feeling Harry will die. I have a feeling he will meet up with the people most important to him . . his Mom & Dad, Sirius & Dumbledore!
Help?!
How can a person be a Harry Potter fan & a Slytherin fan at the same time?! I recently read a blog, and learned that there are fans out there who are BIG Slytherin fans. I am clearly very naive or sheltered, because it never occurred to me that there were so many Slytherin fans out there! My opinion is that you can't be a fan of Harry & cheer for the Slytherins because all the Slytherins hate Harry! I can't imagine reading the books and cheering for Harry's demise! I am a HUGE Harry fan, and am reading the books for the umpteenth time. I tried to figure out how many times I have read them, and come up with at least 8, but probably more! Leave a comment, because I would love to hear your thoughts on this! If there are any Slytherins reading this blog, bring it on--explain yourselves! I am very curious about your feelings toward Harry, and your reasons for choosing Slytherin!
